Reassure me
with your smile 
That the
hurt is now gone 
And what
has been tormenting me
Is not
really an issue of tomorrow?
I am
playing with my mind obviously
And I’m
looking for answers where
None of
them is there for me,
You see I’m
asking for your reassurance
That you
are not the worst that ever happened to me
Loving you
in such a fruitless way,
Loving you
desperately because 
I wanted
you to be good in your own self
I desired
for your commitment and support
And yet I
gained only negligence and lies
Who cares
for someone who is really loving you?
Reassure me
with your hands holding mine 
You know,
the way lovers do
Spreading
the warmth of their touch to each other
Making them
understand that their love is real
Not a
figment of my imagination,
Or a fairytale
gone bad
Oh my Gosh,
I’m shattered to pieces
Because you
keep playing games with my mind
Knowing
that there will never be another love 
Like mine,
to you or me,
Fuck, there
will never be a treason cell opened 
For keeping
me slave to your love that I desired.
Reassure me
with your kiss and sweet talk
The one
that lovers share between the sheets
When
they’re there for each other
Looking
deep into their eyes
And feeling
the sparkle of their souls
Ignite to
connect them to the Universe 
And beyond,
if you know what I mean
Hold me
tight, hold me close
And don’t even
become the Monster 
That
devours every breath that I take, no,
Just be the
Man who loves his Woman
From the
heart and from the soul
Because
he’s real to himself first 
And then to
the people he loves.
If I’m
bullshitting you, reassure me,
Because
silence speaks louder than words
I’m not
asking for promises, 
I’m not
begging for a lie or another lie
I only want
you to reassure me
That life
can go on despite the exhaustion 
And the let
down in a conflicting relationship,
I can
frankly say
That I
don’t care about you anymore
Simple as
that, yes I don’ t spare a thought
As long as
you cannot ease my soul
And you
cannot heal my aching heart
For all the
hardships I’ve went through,
For better
or for worse
Who’s to
say, I’m not a prophet
Nothing but
a simple human being 
Longing for
sharing the love I feel inside
With
someone who’s loving me. 
So please
come on and reassure me
Before I lose
my mind, 
Or go
insane because you never loved me enough
Or you
never loved me for real
Ah… did
you?
©
Marialena, 27.02.2019 (shredding the pieces to one self…)